Thursday, July 31, 2008

global warming

pengen ikutan bodyshop documentary competition di jakarta tapi gak bisa secara gw udah balik. temanya boleh pilih salah satu, ttg domestic violence, global warming, dan HIV/AIDS. if i have a chance to enter this competition, i would choose the global warming topic. i just hate the fact that literally almost EVERYONE in jakarta burn rubbish as a way to destroy it. not only does it contribute to global warming, but rubbish burning clogs up our lungs! aaaargh i just hate it. i also think that indonesia should impose a new rule that limits 2-3 cars per family. some people just have too many cars. plus the mega-pollution-fuelled kopaja and metromini needs to be re-designed to be more environmentally friendly..and people friendly too.

anyhow, back in a land downunda... it's freezing cold here, im curled up under the blanket with a dvd. laper nih, tapi klo nyemil takut ga bisa stop haha.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

northern lights

some day, somehow, i'd like to see the the northern lights...

ide buat cowo2, klo mau ngelamar pacar disana DIJAMIN diterima! hahhah

Sunday, July 27, 2008

hahaha

oh my gosh, i can't stop laughing in my head HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA...
if only i can extend my trip.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

going home... home? what home?

"home is where your heart is"

and mine is definitely not in perth.

sad.

not looking forward to go back to perth. it's winter there so it's gona be cold and gloomy. perth-ians need more entertainment!!!

Monday, July 21, 2008

plans

plans before leaving jakarta:

1. last shooting on wednesday
2. nagih gaji dari para bos
3. take my dog to the doctor
4. catch up with friends
5. spend time w/ grandparents
6. spend time w/ parents (this translates to: berbaik-baik utk menebus dosa pulang pagi terus)
7. ambil batre laptop
8. salon, manicure, pedicure, eyelash curl (if only this could be done in 5 minutes.......)
9. look for internship programs
10. prepare master application materials
11. look for inspiration n actually start writing
12. reduce smoking
13. cari bahan utk bikin dress santai
14. Submit polaroid to KONFIDEN film festival
15. go for a massage
16. clubbing/lounging/cafeing/something of some sort...
17. buy dvds
18. watch movies in the cinema
19. learn to make banana cake at oma's house
20. go to loka in kemang (cus i haven't been there)
21. nyobain perosotan yg gosipnya seru di FX

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

butterfly

i'm a lonely butterfly
storming through the day with my yellow wings
while trying to rest on a bright pink flower
to brighten up my day
i can see it from far away
the bright pink flower
where i can rest my soul in
so bright, yet so far
i pound my wings so hard that i almost fall
but when i get there
the bright pink flower wasn't as bright as i thought it would be
not as soft as the winter snow
not as fragrant as jasmine
not real
it was just sitting there so lifelessly
it was
plastic.

i'm a lonely yellow butterfly
looking for a bright pink flower
to fill the emptiness
under the blue blue sky

midnight rants

ah, the little things that tickles my brain

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

susahnya jadi perempuan

susahnya jadi perempuan. semalam gue belajar menyadari satu hal, bahwa perempuan kurang dihargai di lapangan kerja indonesia. at least di bidang gue, yaitu film. pengalaman ini berdurasi 24, which means, gue kerja 24 jam non stop dari jam 5 pagi sampe jam 5 pagi hari selanjutnya. gue gak ngerti ya, knapa perempuan gak dibolehin ngerjain yang berat-berat di indonesia? gue mau ngangkat coolbox aja gak boleh, katanya "berat", mendingan gue "duduk manis" aja. yaelah, cuma coolbox doang nyet! gak tau aja kali klo gue biasa ngangkat semua peralatan shooting sendirian di sana. sebel gue kalo dianggep nggak bisa ngerjain gituan doang.

gue juga ngga ngerti knapa sih cowo2 (atau lebih tepatnya mas-mas) suka godain cewe yg juga anak baru?? bencong. pertama2 sih bisa ketawa gue, tapi klo dah jam 3 pagi i don't think i can smile anymore. cape. cape disuruh2 gak penting (contoh: disuruh nyariin ember buat nyirem toilet... emangnya lo kira gue pembantu umum??). cape nungguin sesuatu yang harusnya dah ready dan bisa dikerjakan sebelum diperlukan. oh well i think im just complaining way too much. kaget kali sama sistem kerja orang2 indonesia in general.

ada cerita yg agak lucu menurut gue. sang produser minta diambilin 2 teh sosro, sebagai production assistant yang baik hati dan tidak sombong, tentunya kucarikan minuman itu utk sang produser tercinta. ternyata teh sosronya masi dipindahin dari gedung lantai 5 yang angker itu. jadinya gue ambil Pocari Sweat utk diminum sendiri, dan menghampiri sang produser utk ngabarin kalo teh botolnya blom sampe ke bawah.
lalu ia pun bertanya, "itu pocari sweat buat siapa?"
"mbak mau?"
"boleh, tu buat si produser satu lagi"

oke, karena gue baik hati dan tidak sombong, gue kasih minuman itu.

gak lama kemudian, sang pembantu umum turun membawa plastik berisi teh botol yang obviously gak dingin lagi. karena gw baik, gue bawain 1 buat produser dan 1 kaleng pocari sweat utk gue sendiri.

"mbak ini udah ada teh botolnya, tapi nggak dingin."
"mm... kalo gue mau pocari sweatnya boleh ngga?"
"..."

WHAT NOW!?!?!?!?

untuk kesekian kalinya, karena gue PA yg AMAT SANGAT BAIK DAN SABAR, gue kasih tu minuman buat dia. so i drank the warm teh botol. FYI, it doesnt taste too gud warm.


i finally had 2 cans of pocari sweat that night. cold ones.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

pididididappapaaa

interesting, very interesting indeed.

Friday, July 4, 2008

tai

what the fuck ?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?

bo doh

diberikannya uang untuk membeli sepatu
tapi malah dipakai untuk mabok
dikasih hati minta jantung
dikasih uang minta mabok
sepatu buat kaki
malah dibuat tangan
jalan pake tangan
makan pake kaki

goblok.

dasar perempuan bodoh tak bersepatu

Thursday, July 3, 2008

disappointed!

i finally get to watch 3 hari utk selamanya. love the soundtrack, loathe the film! okay, maybe i dont completely hate the film... but i expected so much more from two of my favorite actor/actress (nicholas saputra n ardinia wirasti), but it's probably just bad directing.. continuity di bagian pertama agak lompat2, n entah knp mereka rada kaku aja. i like the idea tho, the sexual tension between them.

baru nonton Medley, jeleknya minta ampun. jiplak asli dari 'butterfly effect' dan sedikit 'i think i love my wife' utk endingnya. basi basi basi basi basi basi basi. castnya yg cowo juga minta ampun jeleknya. tolong!!!