he's just not that into you

and still counting.... when's this gonna stop??!?!?!?

argh

tango was such a bad idea !!! then why did i go through with it ?????
stupiiiiiiiid stupiiiiiiid !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.

tangled

feels unloved and confused.

doing the right thing

i sure did the right thing, along with a big white lie.
oh why do we like playing with fire sometimes...

friendship

there are 2 types of friends in the world: true friends, and party friends.
party friends care about getting you drunk n wasted on the weekend. true friends tell you to stop when you're doing too much of everything and about to climb up the bar and embarrass yourself in public.

true friends console you in times of need, help you move out of your apartment when you get kicked out, and tell you when you're wrong even though sometimes it hurts to hear the truth.

point is, treasure them because they're the people who do give a shit about you.

i think...

i think i hate my job.
FUCKKKKK...

arus

would it be better to stick to the plan or do something completely different? i really can't decide. but my gut feeling tells me to jump right into the new plan. people who are reading this would probably say "go with your gut feeling!", but i really don't know whether i should trust myself because the new plan is not as big as the first plan.
okay, first plan is to go to the states to work and do my masters. in a blink of an eye, i made another big plan to move to melbourne early next year to work for a year. of course, the new plan is not as BIG as the first one.. but i found it very much appealing. i just got back from melbourne and seems like im in love with the city (more than i thought i would).

now im confused.

thoughts???